summary of march

well well..
i guess i'll just make a summary for my march happenings..
i started off march wif class..
a new year .. new feelings for classes..
new determination which well nvr remain by d end of the sem..
lolx >.<

then my march went even busier with my bro's wedding
vv busy.. but glad its finally over.. phew..
bro's wedding lasted for 3days
yea i knw tats like alot for a wedding to go on
1st nite was d lee's dinner
2nd nite d wong's
then finally 3rd day was d official wedding day
d day d bride officially get into d family
n yet another session of buffet at home for d final nite..

so happen tat my bday fall on d 2nd day
well some1 gotto b sacrifice i guess..
well i received alot of greeting on d day..
but was too busy d 3 days .. really too tired d thinking bck nw~
then on d week b4 my bday.. my secondary skul mates... aka buddies
gave me a suprise bday greetings... at veron's tats was quite a suprise
coz i would think of a week earlier suprise...
it they held it on d bday itself, i might just figure tat out ade..
d gift i gotten tis year is a medicure set frm sm n cups wif decoration frm d uni gang
oh ya .. n a book frm yuki~
not forgetting py said my present in melb..
looking forward wat would tat b ..hahahah
thanx guys

then then .. for d wedding.. most of chin's relatives came
even frm australia.. really missed them so much after they went bck
n they gave me d urge to get ther soon .. really soon
we really had alot of fun
then uncle harry n his family stayed in my house..
which is like FUN coz its crowded n happening..
1st time me n my sis cramp in my parents room..
of coz i also get to hang out wif Geoff .. tats like way so long n much of fun
we took heaps of photos..
then i get to meet d whole Louey family.. include d 2 younger member which havent meet them in person b4 tis..
they were all so adorable.. arg.. missed them so much man~

then i over come so many of my 1st time in march ..

• 1st time i was so pretty tat i admit it myself..>.< (paise neh)

but it only lasted for like 1 nite only..
d day wif my fullest confidence so far.. really!!! 100% of it~

• 1st time i drove a lorry!!! omg .. though it just a short distance but indeed i make it~

yea no joke man .. me ~!!! drove a lorry~n its a 6pairs tyred lorry!!!!

• 1st time driving for a long distance trip bck to hometown!!!

in pahang raub.. like an hour half duration of driving

yes.. n uncle harry and family was d honored passengers~ hahahahha
well shud b really proud of myself man.. so many 1st time in one month

but d only 1st time havent happen yet is never had my 1st time falling in love ~ aiks.. hahahhaha~

hahahahha .. well well... so far tis d summary tat came into mind till now..

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TAGGED~

1. Do you have secrets?
of coz.. who doesnt?


2. Do you ever try a few days do not eat anythings?
nope.. nvr.. tats y dieting nvr happen to me.. food is like my life man

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
depends.. only enjoy when i get to hangout wif my gang not when d teachers mumbling


4. Coffee or more coffee?
wat does it differ frm? its still coffee rite~


6.laughter, or forever smiles?
laughter... it kills d silent moments...laughter cheer up people around me...


7. Who is more important? Lover or best friends?
best friends.. since lover never come into my life yet..


8. The person you like is already attached, what would you do?
try to forget bout him? takkan fight for him? swt.. dunno..

9. What made you smile today?
none


10. Angelic or Devilish?
angelic.. am i ? >.<
(but i see horns above me) lolx


11.How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
carefree... stable.. d places on globe were half way traveled..happy...


12.Who are currently the most important people to you?
parents, family's.. the only people supports me in everything nw..


13.What is the most important thing in life?
gratefulness.. always b grateful on what we have n owned...
will only complain throughout wholesome of stuffs..
nothing is satisfied & complete if u're not grateful
winding doesnt fix things up....


14.Are you single or attached?
single yet rock...>.<


15. What is your favorite color?
pink, purple, blue, black & white.. opps did u just ask for colorS or color?


16. What is your wish?
everything goes well for me n d rest of family..




17. Have you wondered what will happened afterlife?
not really.. even d current life i still wondered what will happen to myself too...
things happened unexpectedly.. dare not think bout afterlife while i;m still doubt for current..



18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing someone has done?
yea.. of coz.. every1 got d rite to make mistakes n learnt frm it...
i tend to let things off as time past... but time matters...

19. Which do you prefer? Spending more time with Family members or the close/understandable ones?
family



20. 5 people you're gonna tag:
yuki, veron, peisha, ... no1 yet...

*thanx py for tagging me to make my blog not emo always~

sick & tired

well well
i even thought i might blog bout my bro's wed
but aint gonna do so~!!!
sick n tired being so excited for d last week
reality came bck`
well..
just really feel like shouting out my heart loud
as loud as i could~!!!
even losing my voice for tat..
but i couldnt
only thing i can do it let it bleed..
well i guess no1 would understand how i felt
until u were in my shoes in every of tis moment
i usually wouldnt end up feeling in such feeling but
not till recently
i just sum how got tired of being myself in d family anymore
d new life always come into my mind every nw n then..
well.. i guess i;m just tired
real tired...
plus d burdens of keeping my own feelings
n thoughts all by myself, hurts
really hurts...
eventhough i try to speak out.. but it doesnt help
no 1 can understand it..
hw d feeling of it ~

off i go
T.T
.......

emo here it comes again

well well
miss emo princess is bck~
hw i wish i;m all alone in melbourne rite now~!!!!
OMG~!!! YES~!!!
wtf i'm seriously damn mad now
i;'m not sure whether isit pms or wat ~
but my family attitude is vv inritating~
especially u BRO~!!!!
So cALLED !! GRR!!!!
1st~ victim bro!!!
damn u man~
u d man getting married n all of us doin ur job~
as if we were d 1 getting married!!!!
clean ur own a**
wat in d world for so long u been in d family even u getting married
also just cant give us a break n try to settle each part ur self?!
so S**t really WTF!!!!

seriously tis will b d post with most fault language~
then it was my dad 2nd victim~
for d sake of my bro .. he gotto re-new d house..
with all paint n repair work
Ther its come..
every minute kept asking wat colour how..
when we give him suggestion .. kutuk like hell~
wt la~ my self dun ask us~
then bck to 1st victim..
for all tis re-new n repair work~
u hardly put ur a** on helpin us to remove d furniture
n yet everyday come bck late..
even me everyday after work also have to come bck
clean d house..
wat an unfair life~
WHO'S GETTING MARRIED NW!!!!!
WTF~!!!!!!!!!!!!

if i'm as selfish as u ~
i'll b in melbourne nw..
dun even bother whether u guy can afort d tuition fees annot
havin myself ther~
without have to get irritated
GRR~!!!! my temp nw is as hot as Vic bush fires~!!!!

pissed off~

thoughts*

it was yuki's bday on wed..
i decided to buy her dinner at italian rest near home
but end up i calling the others as well
n indeed tis d 1st time i spent so much on my buddy's bday
hopefully u enjoy ur day yuki~
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well sem break cumin towards d end
means py flying off melb soon
sure will miss seeing her in person for another 9 months~
suddenly thoughts start flying into me
well as my relative had recently fly off to adelaide
lookin at perth's scene frm a fren's trip
it make me wanto go aussie land for study even more
plus .. people starting their sem1 in melb also had left d country
updating on their facebook n msn status
well i pretty envy them
for sure u guys must b saying nothing to envy about
but at least its an experience u would have in ur life
n memories to think about later
...
thoughts of having new life often come into my mind recently
not about forgetting d past..
but getting a new start .. a much intersting part
rather than doin all repitative n all about-to-knw happenings
well... tis will always b part of my dream for future

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clerk work is really not for me..
after 1 motnh part-time as so -called-assistant
well boredom is wat i get frm d experience..
i cant see my future doin repetitive work~
which is super boredom to me
as i grew i hardly like doin same thing twice..
even chores.. my poor sis will become my rescuer
lolx~
mayb its in me .. d mayzhang dun like repeat stuff..
in d case of working n doing things rite..
u shall call it as no patients as well

***********
signing off~
*.*

SINGLE ROX ! yet sux~

it's early valentine's day
well no difference..
still no valentine to celebrate wif
for all u knw.. nvr received any flowers yet chocolates b4
sad rite..
well y do they have valentine's day
but not single day????
well~
wat to do~ no1 wanna cherish single day i guess
HAPPY VALENTINE's DAY people!!!
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few days b4 i went tru my drawer...
yet looking bck to lots of previous days writtings
a letter frm a primary fren..
d funny part is we stay not further than 5km away i believe..
but we still write letters to each another then~
tats d only letter i having wif me till nw since then
its kinda funny look bck on wat we discuss in letter..
n there's a big ??? in d letter..
she was asking me can i answer her ques honestly
but i just cant recall bck wat she was trying to ask in d next letter
well.. time flies~
n our friendship got hang on till nw ..
even when d last we met in mamak stall ..
i ought to b vv unclose wif her suddenly
well.. we used to share lots of time n fun as well as stories wif each other
..........

then i flip tru d diary i use to write in form2
n stop by d end of form3..
yea.. typical me~
its so funny lookin bck on wat i write in diary
mostly bout d crush i had toward a senior
goosh~ so embrasing
lucky thing d naive me has past by
hopefully >.<
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tis evening, headed down to MV
had dinner wif py,kw n jooi
n jooi treat us dinner at kenny roger's..
actually is me n py insisted~ hahah
thanx jooi~
he called us the leeches~
coz we think tat jooi grows money~
n taking every advantage to get him cia us~
then kw buy us drinks in kim gary
well it will d i guess last meal wif py b4 she leaves for melb again
for another 9months~
well i sure gonna miss seeing her in person
but shall not missed her appearing on9~
lolx~ n u do knw wat i meant py~
........

well so long for tis post~
*signing off

*i missed my dog vvv much~

my beloved left home~!!!!

YES .. indeed heskey my beloved
left home last friday .. around 8pm... n he never came bck
i really missed him loh
i miss calling him out for dinner..
asking him sit b4 i feed him
missing patting him
missed scratching for him
missed his bark
missing his irritated look
missed his ego'ish look
missing d bell ring over his collar
missing d steps walking into d house
missed walking him under the big bright moon
missed running on d streets wif him
WHERE U BEEN TO~!!!
PLZ come home to us
...................
even bro missed him so much..
as well as mum n dad..
sis as well
we just not use to not having heskey around
SOBS~
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signing off~