worried

getting worried...

very worried...

knowing the fact tat my results is not getting me any further from where i am now..

and preparing final finals ... even harder ...

with the current performance and progression...

worst...

sigh....

missing u

i miss you..

dunno since when...

i missed not having time with you...

........

Last lazying sunday

GAMBATEH!!!

i promise myself today is my last chillax sunday!!!

BACK to SERIOUS mode!!!

FINALS SOON!!

AND MY LAST SEM!!

time flies.....

randomness...

Oh MY!! Cherries during summer.. how can i not get excited~~~

and cheer up for a moment due to stress attack.. ~.~

wounds heal??

i doubt wounds heal... like fully heal??
it might take time for wounds to heal but to recovering fully without scars??
i doubt the scars will not stay... it will still remain there..
and give us nightmares or even bad memory for what had happened
or even reminding us always what did happened..


coz i still teared like nobody's business sitting in library typing family related issue email to a adult family member of mine..
how ridiculous can i be..
i tried holding the tears.. but it just rolled as i was typing..
but i really thought its time for me to express it to some1 ade.. not holding it too long
not to myself alone.. its hard being holding bck so long.. vv torturing..


signing off... hopefully i'll blog more often thou.. its been so long..

valentine's day

how does the bouquet of roses felt in the arms...
i've been wondering since i knw what's roses are meant for...
but havent yet got the chance to hold on the bouquet just yet..

WOW

wow wow wow..
its been 4 months i last updated my blog..
well.. pretty much has happened n yet i din felt like blogging it..
perhaps.. its either i;m too lazy or those happenings are not meant to be kept as memories to refer bck..

of coz there's been up n down in these 4 months time.. but well..
tomorrow will always be a better day..

so soon 2010 is finally n officially over...
n just in 1 month time.. cny is here, n yet i felt like i just past christmas and new year like last week..
geez.. time flies so fast.. but yet b4 2011 .. i really did most of my to-do-list
but still there's some which is still remain undone n yet appearing in my 2011 list
well.. 2011 i i hope it will be a good year ahead... as i just past 7 days of 2011..
let me at least just finish my 1st degree off.. n i'll b a happy kid with no regrets yet..
but hmm.. my results being so suck'y made me so worried every moment a new sem begins and end of the sem..

signing off wif worries~~~