CHERRIES~!!!!!

yup d season for cherry is here
n it started since a month ago~
yet i was hoping to pop 1 in my mouth
b4 cny when on d trip to market to help mum
get stuffs for cny as we stop by the fruit stall
OMG~ there it sat~ boxes of cherries~
how can i miss d dark red coloured juicy fruit
YUM~ without doubt i asked 4 d price
damn GGed~rm130 for 2kg~
me n mum start converting currency
thinking isit worth d buy
n its been years i ever ate on fresh cherries
we came to an agreement to share d price
for d box of cherries .. n all d way plan how to keep it away frm bro
as he always do finish good food ahead of us
especially those we pay lots for
for exp. BR!! he always empty those pint within a week
everytime after he found out d pint laying in d freezer
geesh~
here's pic of me craving on cherry
YUM~!!
d cherries r frm tasmania
they do taste sweet n juicy~
btw we made our mind buying it
thanx to mum!
without doubt.. she grab 1 n pop into her mouth
while i'm still thinking whether to buy annot!
lolx man~

*signing off~

preference

preference~
well well
one man's sweet is another man's poison
i see tat vv often
espeacially in gathering ocassion
n things get thoughten when come to preference
u cant manage to overcome all different preference
yup~
even dad's business itself can help it
preference matters..
some say d food is good but yet not to all
but it does good when most agree on 1
n it gets ugly when minority agrees
opps i guess
n u shall see crows flying pass
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sigh sigh
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cny just like few hours away
n yet.. d feel doesnt come rite yet
wondering wat happened whether to me only
or even every1 else
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started working as part-time clerk
at penny's place
n working does sucks!!!!
ya! n i meant it!!
nw i have so high determination
for cont study as long as i can
hahahhaha~
yea rite~
i hate studying .. but in tis case just
to stay away frm d working stage~
studying is just rite d place to b
imagine taking few different degree
just to run away frm d work field
but some hw .. u will still have to deal wif it
sooner or later.. for better or worst
since by studying u only spend money
not getting d money earnt
unless start working

d problem wif work is u usually stuck wif same old
process everyday
unless u'r a designer or engineering
but sumore wat u come into contact
is nevertheless d same
like dad's business..
everytime.. set up table then the process follows
no matter where d house n d place of the kitchen
d process getting d food on d buffet table
remains d same
just d coping wif d sorounding tats all
phew~
i think tats part of my whining
AT LEAST I NORMALLY DUN REPEAT MY TOPIC
n WONT TRY TO KEEP D ATT. ALL TO MYSELF~!!
YET IT BOUT D MAIN CHARACTER OF D OCCASSION~
sorry just feel like complaining

veron just past her 20th~
oh gosh~ soon mine gonna b here soon..
but trying to please some1 is hard~
not to say please but at least making
them feel better even for tat hours/minute/or even seconds
will definitely need efforts~

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out of speech d~
signing off~
toodals~

new year new hopes

new year new has come
no~ i shall say it's finally here
i haven thought much into a resolution list
but as i think .. more came into mine

stay more focus in my studies
dad demanded~ yup indeed~
he did mention bout my study attitude
Plus d disappointment i felt when i told him d recent result~
yet as i've been told~ nothing gets easy starting frm 2nd year~
fingers cross~!!!!

EMO no more!!!!
yea rite~ wat i could hope is at least emo dun bomb me so often
as i knw myself i'm an emo freak which normally cry
which only cry out loud in heart
sobs...
ahhhaahhaha

of coz i would like to have a special some1 to think about
to share things~ share thoughts~
sobs~ as i havent get those chances yet~
seeing people around beeing inlove really made me
into a such jealous freak~
watching dramas of romantic stories~ killed my heart
frm time to time~
in mind always wondering when only i can have my 1st
sobs~ as most peeps at my age has already gone tru it!!!
sobs~
how saddening isit rite~
hahahha
i always say SINGLE ROX!!!
hell yes~!! it does rock since i havent been NOT single b4!!
hahahha!!!
n hell no!! its must b my prob scaring d MALEs away!!!
ROCK ON BIATCH!!!!
opps~ influenced by movie~

deeply in me, i always like to travel around
but for tis holiday i spend most of d time at home
n hardly having fun out of it
hardly go shoppin even whore at cameras
so next resolution is have more fun in 09'
yes i must b4 i regret my teen being so boring!!
ahahahha
btw in 2 months time n i'm "teen" no more
since i'm turning twenTY by then!!
no more nineTEEN!! sobs~!!
but deep down! i'm always TEEN babe~
hahahha

cny is in few weeks time!
n i havent got my clothes for it yet!!
its so not me in 2008!!
hardly me cant get clothes or i shall say~
i havent been shoppin since long long time~
SERIOUS SHOPPING
other than normal window shopping
hopefully i get new clothes by then as well as dresses
for my bro's big day~ +.+

=.=
~signing off~

new year eve

so long 2008~
weeks b4 i had already planned my new year eve wif college mates..
decided to celebrate in 1 of their house
end up just few days b4 eve..
DEARESt "sarcastically" Ray
call it off !!!cant go due to some personal reason
n beg to change d plan on d new year itself~
i was damn pissed off~
felt so wanna kill him
coz i knw once the eve call it off
i wounldnt have any plan on tat day

here goes the emo whole day list
on new year eve..
wat i did~
woke up n ajak my sis wanna go shoppin/ walk walk annot
no answer, "later" she said..
but end up she went out in the afternoon..
leaving me alone at home..
i was damn pissed in me..
n then i decided to drive my self to d ktm station
got my self into d train towards Midvalley
d only place i wouldnt have to drive to reach for mall without having trap
in jam with me driving
then walk for 3hours ..
YUP~ all ALONE!!!!!
only then realised i haven take any meal for d day
but i end up queuing for BR as its 31th of the month
d train bck was hectic
damn lot of people but mostly stop in d kl part station
i guess they r off to countdown events
SOBS~ in my heart

but on d day b4 eve
py did ask me to join her n kw for eve
but~ nah~ didnt wanto charged up wif voltage

so later at nite
dinner was late.. coz parents too busy wif catering preparations
then after dinner so hoping tat my phone will ring
wif d hope of people calling me for outing ..
but nah~
its just new year message tru out~
so was couching infront of the tv d whole nite
list of movie i watched~
camp rock~Death note@L changed d world
i could heard those echo of fireworks
frm my house
it must b frm the curve n 1u
n sum house near my place did put up fireworks
which can b seen just front of my house
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even my sis also is d house no plans on
weird~
n she even ajak me out for nasi lemak in d middle of the nite
liek around 2am +
my god~
but we din end up going coz i told her fattening
but she cant over come her hunger n get to d kitchen
made her self a peanut butter toast

tats hw my new year eve goes~

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signing off~

it felt so good.. chatting wif bff
one which havent meet in person since months
in a country tat is so far far away
around12-14 hours away depending on d season
well~
its great to listen to fren sharing how enjoying they've been
especially when we talk bout shop till u drop moments
ar~ how i wish i can join her ther
kinda regret at some point of time..
i shud take d same course as her
hahahaha
too late for tat though

at moments.. as gals we of coz gossip bout guys~
n she really rox man~
its like after she went over .. d majority group of frens
GUYS
n also include some really really "caring" ones..
hahhah
wow when she told me d gifts she got for xmas!
damn~ she's 1 lucky girl~
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well recently not into drama as b4..
funny i usually end up drama'ing during studying period
usually doesnt freak much during holidays
these days into reading twilight series
due to after watching d movie
got really into d story
as yuki-chan have a copy of the series
so end up reading d story tru out nite till 4am
yea crazy~
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when u thought things r goin on smoothly
its usually upsets us
as thought my dad was nothing to worried bout till next march
here goes d tenant for d store rented for d business
wanted to sell the place
doomed!!
there just pay out second payment for d house
n here comes another decision making yet $$$ matters
gosh~ cant YOU leave d family in peace without involving
so much into $$$$
mayb its just d way our family go tru
never a straight, smooth driving
always bumps n loop holes appear on our way~
NEW YEAR NEW FAITH
gotto bear with it~
challenge it since we've been challenged
wat else can u do other than run away~!!!
sigh~
but often feel heart ache looking at the faces of my parents
with the tension n decision to b made..
hope for the best 4 them

~ciaoz~

1st post

WELCOME!!!!
decided to blog here..
well it's way better than in msn space~
n tis will b a random post
new year new blog~
updates r yet to be written here
i hope it wont end up to b another EMO moment lepaking place~!!!
ngek~

*signing off~!!

p.s. cross finger for emo-free