emo here it comes again

well well
miss emo princess is bck~
hw i wish i;m all alone in melbourne rite now~!!!!
OMG~!!! YES~!!!
wtf i'm seriously damn mad now
i;'m not sure whether isit pms or wat ~
but my family attitude is vv inritating~
especially u BRO~!!!!
So cALLED !! GRR!!!!
1st~ victim bro!!!
damn u man~
u d man getting married n all of us doin ur job~
as if we were d 1 getting married!!!!
clean ur own a**
wat in d world for so long u been in d family even u getting married
also just cant give us a break n try to settle each part ur self?!
so S**t really WTF!!!!

seriously tis will b d post with most fault language~
then it was my dad 2nd victim~
for d sake of my bro .. he gotto re-new d house..
with all paint n repair work
Ther its come..
every minute kept asking wat colour how..
when we give him suggestion .. kutuk like hell~
wt la~ my self dun ask us~
then bck to 1st victim..
for all tis re-new n repair work~
u hardly put ur a** on helpin us to remove d furniture
n yet everyday come bck late..
even me everyday after work also have to come bck
clean d house..
wat an unfair life~
WHO'S GETTING MARRIED NW!!!!!
WTF~!!!!!!!!!!!!

if i'm as selfish as u ~
i'll b in melbourne nw..
dun even bother whether u guy can afort d tuition fees annot
havin myself ther~
without have to get irritated
GRR~!!!! my temp nw is as hot as Vic bush fires~!!!!

pissed off~

thoughts*

it was yuki's bday on wed..
i decided to buy her dinner at italian rest near home
but end up i calling the others as well
n indeed tis d 1st time i spent so much on my buddy's bday
hopefully u enjoy ur day yuki~
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well sem break cumin towards d end
means py flying off melb soon
sure will miss seeing her in person for another 9 months~
suddenly thoughts start flying into me
well as my relative had recently fly off to adelaide
lookin at perth's scene frm a fren's trip
it make me wanto go aussie land for study even more
plus .. people starting their sem1 in melb also had left d country
updating on their facebook n msn status
well i pretty envy them
for sure u guys must b saying nothing to envy about
but at least its an experience u would have in ur life
n memories to think about later
...
thoughts of having new life often come into my mind recently
not about forgetting d past..
but getting a new start .. a much intersting part
rather than doin all repitative n all about-to-knw happenings
well... tis will always b part of my dream for future

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clerk work is really not for me..
after 1 motnh part-time as so -called-assistant
well boredom is wat i get frm d experience..
i cant see my future doin repetitive work~
which is super boredom to me
as i grew i hardly like doin same thing twice..
even chores.. my poor sis will become my rescuer
lolx~
mayb its in me .. d mayzhang dun like repeat stuff..
in d case of working n doing things rite..
u shall call it as no patients as well

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signing off~
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SINGLE ROX ! yet sux~

it's early valentine's day
well no difference..
still no valentine to celebrate wif
for all u knw.. nvr received any flowers yet chocolates b4
sad rite..
well y do they have valentine's day
but not single day????
well~
wat to do~ no1 wanna cherish single day i guess
HAPPY VALENTINE's DAY people!!!
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few days b4 i went tru my drawer...
yet looking bck to lots of previous days writtings
a letter frm a primary fren..
d funny part is we stay not further than 5km away i believe..
but we still write letters to each another then~
tats d only letter i having wif me till nw since then
its kinda funny look bck on wat we discuss in letter..
n there's a big ??? in d letter..
she was asking me can i answer her ques honestly
but i just cant recall bck wat she was trying to ask in d next letter
well.. time flies~
n our friendship got hang on till nw ..
even when d last we met in mamak stall ..
i ought to b vv unclose wif her suddenly
well.. we used to share lots of time n fun as well as stories wif each other
..........

then i flip tru d diary i use to write in form2
n stop by d end of form3..
yea.. typical me~
its so funny lookin bck on wat i write in diary
mostly bout d crush i had toward a senior
goosh~ so embrasing
lucky thing d naive me has past by
hopefully >.<
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tis evening, headed down to MV
had dinner wif py,kw n jooi
n jooi treat us dinner at kenny roger's..
actually is me n py insisted~ hahah
thanx jooi~
he called us the leeches~
coz we think tat jooi grows money~
n taking every advantage to get him cia us~
then kw buy us drinks in kim gary
well it will d i guess last meal wif py b4 she leaves for melb again
for another 9months~
well i sure gonna miss seeing her in person
but shall not missed her appearing on9~
lolx~ n u do knw wat i meant py~
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well so long for tis post~
*signing off

*i missed my dog vvv much~

my beloved left home~!!!!

YES .. indeed heskey my beloved
left home last friday .. around 8pm... n he never came bck
i really missed him loh
i miss calling him out for dinner..
asking him sit b4 i feed him
missing patting him
missed scratching for him
missed his bark
missing his irritated look
missed his ego'ish look
missing d bell ring over his collar
missing d steps walking into d house
missed walking him under the big bright moon
missed running on d streets wif him
WHERE U BEEN TO~!!!
PLZ come home to us
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even bro missed him so much..
as well as mum n dad..
sis as well
we just not use to not having heskey around
SOBS~
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signing off~

CHERRIES~!!!!!

yup d season for cherry is here
n it started since a month ago~
yet i was hoping to pop 1 in my mouth
b4 cny when on d trip to market to help mum
get stuffs for cny as we stop by the fruit stall
OMG~ there it sat~ boxes of cherries~
how can i miss d dark red coloured juicy fruit
YUM~ without doubt i asked 4 d price
damn GGed~rm130 for 2kg~
me n mum start converting currency
thinking isit worth d buy
n its been years i ever ate on fresh cherries
we came to an agreement to share d price
for d box of cherries .. n all d way plan how to keep it away frm bro
as he always do finish good food ahead of us
especially those we pay lots for
for exp. BR!! he always empty those pint within a week
everytime after he found out d pint laying in d freezer
geesh~
here's pic of me craving on cherry
YUM~!!
d cherries r frm tasmania
they do taste sweet n juicy~
btw we made our mind buying it
thanx to mum!
without doubt.. she grab 1 n pop into her mouth
while i'm still thinking whether to buy annot!
lolx man~

*signing off~

preference

preference~
well well
one man's sweet is another man's poison
i see tat vv often
espeacially in gathering ocassion
n things get thoughten when come to preference
u cant manage to overcome all different preference
yup~
even dad's business itself can help it
preference matters..
some say d food is good but yet not to all
but it does good when most agree on 1
n it gets ugly when minority agrees
opps i guess
n u shall see crows flying pass
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sigh sigh
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cny just like few hours away
n yet.. d feel doesnt come rite yet
wondering wat happened whether to me only
or even every1 else
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started working as part-time clerk
at penny's place
n working does sucks!!!!
ya! n i meant it!!
nw i have so high determination
for cont study as long as i can
hahahhaha~
yea rite~
i hate studying .. but in tis case just
to stay away frm d working stage~
studying is just rite d place to b
imagine taking few different degree
just to run away frm d work field
but some hw .. u will still have to deal wif it
sooner or later.. for better or worst
since by studying u only spend money
not getting d money earnt
unless start working

d problem wif work is u usually stuck wif same old
process everyday
unless u'r a designer or engineering
but sumore wat u come into contact
is nevertheless d same
like dad's business..
everytime.. set up table then the process follows
no matter where d house n d place of the kitchen
d process getting d food on d buffet table
remains d same
just d coping wif d sorounding tats all
phew~
i think tats part of my whining
AT LEAST I NORMALLY DUN REPEAT MY TOPIC
n WONT TRY TO KEEP D ATT. ALL TO MYSELF~!!
YET IT BOUT D MAIN CHARACTER OF D OCCASSION~
sorry just feel like complaining

veron just past her 20th~
oh gosh~ soon mine gonna b here soon..
but trying to please some1 is hard~
not to say please but at least making
them feel better even for tat hours/minute/or even seconds
will definitely need efforts~

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out of speech d~
signing off~
toodals~

new year new hopes

new year new has come
no~ i shall say it's finally here
i haven thought much into a resolution list
but as i think .. more came into mine

stay more focus in my studies
dad demanded~ yup indeed~
he did mention bout my study attitude
Plus d disappointment i felt when i told him d recent result~
yet as i've been told~ nothing gets easy starting frm 2nd year~
fingers cross~!!!!

EMO no more!!!!
yea rite~ wat i could hope is at least emo dun bomb me so often
as i knw myself i'm an emo freak which normally cry
which only cry out loud in heart
sobs...
ahhhaahhaha

of coz i would like to have a special some1 to think about
to share things~ share thoughts~
sobs~ as i havent get those chances yet~
seeing people around beeing inlove really made me
into a such jealous freak~
watching dramas of romantic stories~ killed my heart
frm time to time~
in mind always wondering when only i can have my 1st
sobs~ as most peeps at my age has already gone tru it!!!
sobs~
how saddening isit rite~
hahahha
i always say SINGLE ROX!!!
hell yes~!! it does rock since i havent been NOT single b4!!
hahahha!!!
n hell no!! its must b my prob scaring d MALEs away!!!
ROCK ON BIATCH!!!!
opps~ influenced by movie~

deeply in me, i always like to travel around
but for tis holiday i spend most of d time at home
n hardly having fun out of it
hardly go shoppin even whore at cameras
so next resolution is have more fun in 09'
yes i must b4 i regret my teen being so boring!!
ahahahha
btw in 2 months time n i'm "teen" no more
since i'm turning twenTY by then!!
no more nineTEEN!! sobs~!!
but deep down! i'm always TEEN babe~
hahahha

cny is in few weeks time!
n i havent got my clothes for it yet!!
its so not me in 2008!!
hardly me cant get clothes or i shall say~
i havent been shoppin since long long time~
SERIOUS SHOPPING
other than normal window shopping
hopefully i get new clothes by then as well as dresses
for my bro's big day~ +.+

=.=
~signing off~