Sunday, May 24, 2009

unforgetable moment

believe it annot..
the worst thing happen for my studies
d final piece of assgn which is all my hardwork
was gone in a slip second
i believe i was closing too many window at the same time
well include d assgn file..
i believe when microsoft ask me whether to save it annot
i click on no instead..
end up while i;m wondering whether to print d final piece
2am in the morning or later in uni
VANISH!!
not really vanish but still the part in did earlier this week is still ther..
but the hardwork of me finalising the piece of hard work
WAS GONE...without a trace of ash
i was damn nervous yet angry at myself..
tears start flowing over my eyes
even i text SM, told her wat had happen also shocked her as well
she call me rite away i cant hold it but talking wif her in tears
it was my worst experience
end up i had to work out d whole afternoon till nite's hardwork
ALL OVER AGAIN
real frustrated
but for d sake of my score i need to work it out
but still at the same time cant really accept the fact
n kept trying ways finding for backup files
but ther's none...
work it out till 5am not tat i couldnt stayed up till the next morning
i did try slept only for 2 hours for d previous assgn.
but i was mentally tired..

but the bright side was.. lucky thing i didnt just leave it in the file
n decide to print it the next day in uni but to look tru it b4 i go for sleep
as mayb tat time it would b damn late for me to face the fact that my assgn piece wasnt the final piece n the fact i din save the file
i would really faint in uni for this kinda situation..
hence.. wat an experience

well these days
friends around me had really get the troubles into their head
but din really able to help ..
hopefully stormy days will over soon and has its long sunny days

cheers people~
signing off



Wednesday, May 13, 2009

random post~ to shout out my heart

BLOGGY~!!!!
i need a spice of my life~!!!
it doesnt go far from boredom ~
SPICE FOR LIFE!!!!!
i cant bare going d same day over n over again
SIGH~!!!!!

thanx to novels also make me realised tat my life have no spice in it~
it sucks~ its like everything only happen in story books for me
or even around me ..
or isit i see things to easily ~??? hmm
well get a life MAY ZHANG~!!!!!

at least get ur lazy bump to study ..
which will erm.. nvr happen so far
or at least do ur assgn~
unless u wanna stay up till7am since d nite b4
n then go to hand in d assgn after 2 hours of sleep~
..zzzz..



Friday, May 1, 2009

well well...

i suppose to like update my blog last week
but end up my camera cable dunno gone missing where..
till now still havent find it yet..
how sad..
coz all my update photo are suppose to b up in tis blog so i can type less
things doesnt go rite these days
i had a weeks off from uni
so called mid-sem break
hardly got rest
n yet all assgn start to pilled up on hill
dues dates r all so near to each another
yet i had 1 to hand in
in 2 days time..
thanx to today labour day
or not i'll b death
seriously death ..
coz i din even start a bit b4 tis afternoon..
thank lord for d extra days..
no i shud say thanx mr tan to extend the due date further than earlier

d mood of blogging did not come since my camera cable gone missing
i din get to update tat finally a new puppy had come into d family
well.. this pupp doesnt really replaced my old 1..
i tend to compare him wif d previous 1 ..
n bullied hi more instead..
well.. nw i understood
it hurts when u start to compare..
hahaha ..

assgn block coz cant find resources yeyt no definate answer to those ques
well.. it consist of 30% of my whole unit assesment
its ALOT .. it will deefinately determine my P or NP faith for the sub..
as even d tute ques doesnt come easy..
well definately wont b easy for finals..

FINALS is in for like another 1 more month
FAST~ OMG MAn..
but then i din like my timetable
coz between d 3rd paper n my final paper i break for almost 1 n half weeks..
which is like testing on my nerves
....
yet me n yuki had planned our tour to redang tis july
which is the trip i've been looking forward
YES REDANG... plan to cuci mata as well as enjoy the beach as i liked
beach~ woo.. d breeze n d endless sea ...
..
bck to reality.. assgn block~ help .. i nid help desperately
but sad to say .. help is limited..
no 1 in mind to call for help .
how pathetic..
i knw i suppose to do it myself..
but it doesnt work out tat way till now..

ciaoz.. better bck to brain storm my assgn
all the best my frenzs..

signing off~

Sunday, March 29, 2009

summary of march

well well..
i guess i'll just make a summary for my march happenings..
i started off march wif class..
a new year .. new feelings for classes..
new determination which well nvr remain by d end of the sem..
lolx >.<

then my march went even busier with my bro's wedding
vv busy.. but glad its finally over.. phew..
bro's wedding lasted for 3days
yea i knw tats like alot for a wedding to go on
1st nite was d lee's dinner
2nd nite d wong's
then finally 3rd day was d official wedding day
d day d bride officially get into d family
n yet another session of buffet at home for d final nite..

so happen tat my bday fall on d 2nd day
well some1 gotto b sacrifice i guess..
well i received alot of greeting on d day..
but was too busy d 3 days .. really too tired d thinking bck nw~
then on d week b4 my bday.. my secondary skul mates... aka buddies
gave me a suprise bday greetings... at veron's tats was quite a suprise
coz i would think of a week earlier suprise...
it they held it on d bday itself, i might just figure tat out ade..
d gift i gotten tis year is a medicure set frm sm n cups wif decoration frm d uni gang
oh ya .. n a book frm yuki~
not forgetting py said my present in melb..
looking forward wat would tat b ..hahahah
thanx guys

then then .. for d wedding.. most of chin's relatives came
even frm australia.. really missed them so much after they went bck
n they gave me d urge to get ther soon .. really soon
we really had alot of fun
then uncle harry n his family stayed in my house..
which is like FUN coz its crowded n happening..
1st time me n my sis cramp in my parents room..
of coz i also get to hang out wif Geoff .. tats like way so long n much of fun
we took heaps of photos..
then i get to meet d whole Louey family.. include d 2 younger member which havent meet them in person b4 tis..
they were all so adorable.. arg.. missed them so much man~

then i over come so many of my 1st time in march ..
  • 1st time i was so pretty tat i admit it myself..>.< (paise neh)
but it only lasted for like 1 nite only..
d day wif my fullest confidence so far.. really!!! 100% of it~
  • 1st time i drove a lorry!!! omg .. though it just a short distance but indeed i make it~
yea no joke man .. me ~!!! drove a lorry~n its a 6pairs tyred lorry!!!!
  • 1st time driving for a long distance trip bck to hometown!!!
in pahang raub.. like an hour half duration of driving

yes.. n uncle harry and family was d honored passengers~ hahahahha
well shud b really proud of myself man.. so many 1st time in one month

but d only 1st time havent happen yet is never had my 1st time falling in love ~ aiks.. hahahhaha~

hahahahha .. well well... so far tis d summary tat came into mind till now..

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Saturday, March 28, 2009

TAGGED~

1. Do you have secrets?
of coz.. who doesnt?


2. Do you ever try a few days do not eat anythings?
nope.. nvr.. tats y dieting nvr happen to me.. food is like my life man

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
depends.. only enjoy when i get to hangout wif my gang not when d teachers mumbling


4. Coffee or more coffee?
wat does it differ frm? its still coffee rite~


6.laughter, or forever smiles?
laughter... it kills d silent moments...laughter cheer up people around me...


7. Who is more important? Lover or best friends?
best friends.. since lover never come into my life yet..


8. The person you like is already attached, what would you do?
try to forget bout him? takkan fight for him? swt.. dunno..

9. What made you smile today?
none


10. Angelic or Devilish?
angelic.. am i ? >.<
(but i see horns above me) lolx


11.How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
carefree... stable.. d places on globe were half way traveled..happy...


12.Who are currently the most important people to you?
parents, family's.. the only people supports me in everything nw..


13.What is the most important thing in life?
gratefulness.. always b grateful on what we have n owned...
will only complain throughout wholesome of stuffs..
nothing is satisfied & complete if u're not grateful
winding doesnt fix things up....


14.Are you single or attached?
single yet rock...>.<


15. What is your favorite color?
pink, purple, blue, black & white.. opps did u just ask for colorS or color?


16. What is your wish?
everything goes well for me n d rest of family..




17. Have you wondered what will happened afterlife?
not really.. even d current life i still wondered what will happen to myself too...
things happened unexpectedly.. dare not think bout afterlife while i;m still doubt for current..



18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing someone has done?
yea.. of coz.. every1 got d rite to make mistakes n learnt frm it...
i tend to let things off as time past... but time matters...

19. Which do you prefer? Spending more time with Family members or the close/understandable ones?
family



20. 5 people you're gonna tag:
yuki, veron, peisha, ... no1 yet...

*thanx py for tagging me to make my blog not emo always~

Sunday, March 15, 2009

sick & tired

well well
i even thought i might blog bout my bro's wed
but aint gonna do so~!!!
sick n tired being so excited for d last week
reality came bck`
well..
just really feel like shouting out my heart loud
as loud as i could~!!!
even losing my voice for tat..
but i couldnt
only thing i can do it let it bleed..
well i guess no1 would understand how i felt
until u were in my shoes in every of tis moment
i usually wouldnt end up feeling in such feeling but
not till recently
i just sum how got tired of being myself in d family anymore
d new life always come into my mind every nw n then..
well.. i guess i;m just tired
real tired...
plus d burdens of keeping my own feelings
n thoughts all by myself, hurts
really hurts...
eventhough i try to speak out.. but it doesnt help
no 1 can understand it..
hw d feeling of it ~

off i go
T.T
.......



Thursday, February 26, 2009

emo here it comes again

well well
miss emo princess is bck~
hw i wish i;m all alone in melbourne rite now~!!!!
OMG~!!! YES~!!!
wtf i'm seriously damn mad now
i;'m not sure whether isit pms or wat ~
but my family attitude is vv inritating~
especially u BRO~!!!!
So cALLED !! GRR!!!!
1st~ victim bro!!!

damn u man~
u d man getting married n all of us doin ur job~
as if we were d 1 getting married!!!!
clean ur own a**
wat in d world for so long u been in d family even u getting married
also just cant give us a break n try to settle each part ur self?!
so S**t really WTF!!!!

seriously tis will b d post with most fault language~
then it was my dad 2nd victim~
for d sake of my bro .. he gotto re-new d house..
with all paint n repair work
Ther its come..
every minute kept asking wat colour how..
when we give him suggestion .. kutuk like hell~
wt la~ my self dun ask us~
then bck to 1st victim..
for all tis re-new n repair work~
u hardly put ur a** on helpin us to remove d furniture
n yet everyday come bck late..
even me everyday after work also have to come bck
clean d house..
wat an unfair life~
WHO'S GETTING MARRIED NW!!!!!
WTF~!!!!!!!!!!!!

if i'm as selfish as u ~
i'll b in melbourne nw..
dun even bother whether u guy can afort d tuition fees annot
havin myself ther~
without have to get irritated
GRR~!!!! my temp nw is as hot as Vic bush fires~!!!!

pissed off~