valentine's day

how does the bouquet of roses felt in the arms...
i've been wondering since i knw what's roses are meant for...
but havent yet got the chance to hold on the bouquet just yet..

WOW

wow wow wow..
its been 4 months i last updated my blog..
well.. pretty much has happened n yet i din felt like blogging it..
perhaps.. its either i;m too lazy or those happenings are not meant to be kept as memories to refer bck..

of coz there's been up n down in these 4 months time.. but well..
tomorrow will always be a better day..

so soon 2010 is finally n officially over...
n just in 1 month time.. cny is here, n yet i felt like i just past christmas and new year like last week..
geez.. time flies so fast.. but yet b4 2011 .. i really did most of my to-do-list
but still there's some which is still remain undone n yet appearing in my 2011 list
well.. 2011 i i hope it will be a good year ahead... as i just past 7 days of 2011..
let me at least just finish my 1st degree off.. n i'll b a happy kid with no regrets yet..
but hmm.. my results being so suck'y made me so worried every moment a new sem begins and end of the sem..

signing off wif worries~~~

shopaholic

GG!!!! i feel i'm a step nearer to the shopaholic symptom
its most likely that whenever i go out walking in malls
i end up buying stuff bck!!!
dun matter isit shoes, bags, clothes....
NO~ i'm spending without we earning it..
it more to all my savings~
No .... i still have trips to come...means extra$$$$..

n HURRAY!!!! my uni ball is in 2 weeks time~
wee~~~~ excited~ yet worrying for wat to wear~ =.=

problemo...

who said falling in love is a 2 way street thingy????
how come i only see a one way street here???
can chemistry react on one element by itself???
without involving another element???

something tat really crush ur heart n soul
can ur 6th sense really worked???
like really does it really tell u wat it is telling???
felt it but don't see things coming in its way...

new discovery

went tru some of my fren photos in fb..
discover tis new place that I MUST VISIT in future
the santorini island!!!!!
and tis let me realised that i have so many places to visit..
tis mean i need to work harder to travel to places that i like..

plus i saw a luxury 1st birthday celebration last nite
do u remmebr wat ur parents did for ur first bday???
coz tis function my dad did, the parents have buffet (as usual)
then the fun part come..
the parents hired tis airfilled slides tat u usually find it in indoor shopping mall
where kids have to pay so entrance fee to hop on d airfilled mattressy n slide down frm it
ya in front of their neighbor house .. then i was like "wow" already
din knw the best part coming up!!! a PONEY!!! YA! a poney to ride on!!
every kid tat came to the party get to ride on the poney..
omg so lucky kid!!! n a clown!!! n magic show!!! n presents!!!
OH YA DID I MENTION!!! HIS DAD GOT HIM A MINI EVEN!!!
hell yea!!! a MINI.. those toy car tat he can sit in~!!
n the biggest deal! HE IS JUST 1year old!!!

emo kids is back

well well well..
i'm bck .. with more emo'ness i guess.. hahaha

topic for the day!!!!

feelings

well.. when u hurt some1's feeling especially ur love ones..
its hard to seek it bck.. and the also the trust ..
its hard to gain it back..
haiz.. just be reasonable when u're hurting some1..
and it just as hard as it can be.. seeing 2 people u knw breaking up..
heart sick... n knowing too much seriously kill..

some information is meant to keep it to urself..
n u always have reason keeping it..
well .. not everything go according to plan..
tis happens to me.. i din wan my dad to knw my result so soon
but yet.. he open my letter frm uni..
n yet have to tell him d truth..
N TADA! kena bombarded.. and at the same time.. he din talk to me since then..
for 3 days so far.. i knew he would be damn disapointed .. tats y i chose
not to tell him so soon..mana tau.. as expected.. he was damn disapointed ..
nvr in me i see him so dispointed on me.. on me ..
i saw him got disapointed on the "issue" but not on me b4..
he even warned me to do my best last sem..
well .. its too late to say or even do anything for now..
just let time do its work...


signing off~

stress stress stressed~

exam period..
staying in uni till 10.30pm every alternative day~
*yaya 360 change*
since its my 1st time going study in uni in my 3 yrs of uni..
hopefully tis helped to get me ready for finals~

effect????
running nose ...
and vitamin C shud be the next thing to consume other than coffee now~
knowledge for finals???
non~


btw free coffee helps~ ^.^

gg~
*finger crossed*

signing off
*breaking while trying to study*