STRESSED!!!

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so many things happening at the same time..

i wonder it is a bad thing or what...

i hope i can just run things through smoothly...

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worried

getting worried...

very worried...

knowing the fact tat my results is not getting me any further from where i am now..

and preparing final finals ... even harder ...

with the current performance and progression...

worst...

sigh....

missing u

i miss you..

dunno since when...

i missed not having time with you...

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Last lazying sunday

GAMBATEH!!!

i promise myself today is my last chillax sunday!!!

BACK to SERIOUS mode!!!

FINALS SOON!!

AND MY LAST SEM!!

time flies.....

randomness...

Oh MY!! Cherries during summer.. how can i not get excited~~~

and cheer up for a moment due to stress attack.. ~.~

wounds heal??

i doubt wounds heal... like fully heal??
it might take time for wounds to heal but to recovering fully without scars??
i doubt the scars will not stay... it will still remain there..
and give us nightmares or even bad memory for what had happened
or even reminding us always what did happened..


coz i still teared like nobody's business sitting in library typing family related issue email to a adult family member of mine..
how ridiculous can i be..
i tried holding the tears.. but it just rolled as i was typing..
but i really thought its time for me to express it to some1 ade.. not holding it too long
not to myself alone.. its hard being holding bck so long.. vv torturing..


signing off... hopefully i'll blog more often thou.. its been so long..

valentine's day

how does the bouquet of roses felt in the arms...
i've been wondering since i knw what's roses are meant for...
but havent yet got the chance to hold on the bouquet just yet..