emo here it comes again

well well
miss emo princess is bck~
hw i wish i;m all alone in melbourne rite now~!!!!
OMG~!!! YES~!!!
wtf i'm seriously damn mad now
i;'m not sure whether isit pms or wat ~
but my family attitude is vv inritating~
especially u BRO~!!!!
So cALLED !! GRR!!!!
1st~ victim bro!!!
damn u man~
u d man getting married n all of us doin ur job~
as if we were d 1 getting married!!!!
clean ur own a**
wat in d world for so long u been in d family even u getting married
also just cant give us a break n try to settle each part ur self?!
so S**t really WTF!!!!

seriously tis will b d post with most fault language~
then it was my dad 2nd victim~
for d sake of my bro .. he gotto re-new d house..
with all paint n repair work
Ther its come..
every minute kept asking wat colour how..
when we give him suggestion .. kutuk like hell~
wt la~ my self dun ask us~
then bck to 1st victim..
for all tis re-new n repair work~
u hardly put ur a** on helpin us to remove d furniture
n yet everyday come bck late..
even me everyday after work also have to come bck
clean d house..
wat an unfair life~
WHO'S GETTING MARRIED NW!!!!!
WTF~!!!!!!!!!!!!

if i'm as selfish as u ~
i'll b in melbourne nw..
dun even bother whether u guy can afort d tuition fees annot
havin myself ther~
without have to get irritated
GRR~!!!! my temp nw is as hot as Vic bush fires~!!!!

pissed off~

thoughts*

it was yuki's bday on wed..
i decided to buy her dinner at italian rest near home
but end up i calling the others as well
n indeed tis d 1st time i spent so much on my buddy's bday
hopefully u enjoy ur day yuki~
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well sem break cumin towards d end
means py flying off melb soon
sure will miss seeing her in person for another 9 months~
suddenly thoughts start flying into me
well as my relative had recently fly off to adelaide
lookin at perth's scene frm a fren's trip
it make me wanto go aussie land for study even more
plus .. people starting their sem1 in melb also had left d country
updating on their facebook n msn status
well i pretty envy them
for sure u guys must b saying nothing to envy about
but at least its an experience u would have in ur life
n memories to think about later
...
thoughts of having new life often come into my mind recently
not about forgetting d past..
but getting a new start .. a much intersting part
rather than doin all repitative n all about-to-knw happenings
well... tis will always b part of my dream for future

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clerk work is really not for me..
after 1 motnh part-time as so -called-assistant
well boredom is wat i get frm d experience..
i cant see my future doin repetitive work~
which is super boredom to me
as i grew i hardly like doin same thing twice..
even chores.. my poor sis will become my rescuer
lolx~
mayb its in me .. d mayzhang dun like repeat stuff..
in d case of working n doing things rite..
u shall call it as no patients as well

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signing off~
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SINGLE ROX ! yet sux~

it's early valentine's day
well no difference..
still no valentine to celebrate wif
for all u knw.. nvr received any flowers yet chocolates b4
sad rite..
well y do they have valentine's day
but not single day????
well~
wat to do~ no1 wanna cherish single day i guess
HAPPY VALENTINE's DAY people!!!
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few days b4 i went tru my drawer...
yet looking bck to lots of previous days writtings
a letter frm a primary fren..
d funny part is we stay not further than 5km away i believe..
but we still write letters to each another then~
tats d only letter i having wif me till nw since then
its kinda funny look bck on wat we discuss in letter..
n there's a big ??? in d letter..
she was asking me can i answer her ques honestly
but i just cant recall bck wat she was trying to ask in d next letter
well.. time flies~
n our friendship got hang on till nw ..
even when d last we met in mamak stall ..
i ought to b vv unclose wif her suddenly
well.. we used to share lots of time n fun as well as stories wif each other
..........

then i flip tru d diary i use to write in form2
n stop by d end of form3..
yea.. typical me~
its so funny lookin bck on wat i write in diary
mostly bout d crush i had toward a senior
goosh~ so embrasing
lucky thing d naive me has past by
hopefully >.<
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tis evening, headed down to MV
had dinner wif py,kw n jooi
n jooi treat us dinner at kenny roger's..
actually is me n py insisted~ hahah
thanx jooi~
he called us the leeches~
coz we think tat jooi grows money~
n taking every advantage to get him cia us~
then kw buy us drinks in kim gary
well it will d i guess last meal wif py b4 she leaves for melb again
for another 9months~
well i sure gonna miss seeing her in person
but shall not missed her appearing on9~
lolx~ n u do knw wat i meant py~
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well so long for tis post~
*signing off

*i missed my dog vvv much~

my beloved left home~!!!!

YES .. indeed heskey my beloved
left home last friday .. around 8pm... n he never came bck
i really missed him loh
i miss calling him out for dinner..
asking him sit b4 i feed him
missing patting him
missed scratching for him
missed his bark
missing his irritated look
missed his ego'ish look
missing d bell ring over his collar
missing d steps walking into d house
missed walking him under the big bright moon
missed running on d streets wif him
WHERE U BEEN TO~!!!
PLZ come home to us
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even bro missed him so much..
as well as mum n dad..
sis as well
we just not use to not having heskey around
SOBS~
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signing off~