searching for the turn on switch

how can my study mood get turn on?!
my finals in 2 weeks time..
and not a single knowledge needed in finals insert to my brain
gg'ed... doomed
walking around campus .. every1 seem to be reading their notes or the text
but me ending up in comp lab facebooking.. staring into space
study? hardly read through notes even in study weeks
i'll better find a way to get me study b4 its really toooooooo late
since its already late now..
lolx...
stress for not studying~

random update.....
off~

end of break= 1 step nearer to exam

yup.. here goes my break..
n quite disappointed 1 also
i knw i knw.. dun so emo.. but throughout d break
emo attack again n again .. non stopping
like mentioned earlier n b4 i started d break
did really end up helping most of the time
but also got myself bck to d old me
catching on few dramas during the break
wat to do .. uni gang busy wif their assgn..
then me n sm end up din plan anything wif them
then wanna go watch movie wanna ajak ray also cant ade..
too far to be reach in time for movie..
hahhaha...

then i was then looking forward for d mooncake festival
which end up being an emo day for me..
supposely to have either teppanyaki or make sushi at home
thanx to mum again plan gotto cancel off
wat to do .. even only she only ask to fetch them to work
but haiz.. mum still mum.. dun wanna hired people to work ..
insist of getting herself tangled up wif 2 hands only
takkan i go drop them off like tat rite..
end up thinking i shall help them awhile then only bck home to celebrate
well well... end up the work never end .. since there's only 3 of us at d place...
so my dinner plan sway~ but i left d place some how b4 the buffet started
i just dunno y.. tears just roll down as i was driving bck home...
n tis reminded me of years ago.. when i still play tanglung..
there was once of the year only me alone at home..
but i still insisted to lite on tanglung n hang on trees around d house all alone
how naive n free frm thought compare to now..
recently its quite a struggle for myself to pass my days of celebration
sometimes just feel so tired of being me...
i think during the break .. 3 out of 4 days i end up snacking wif instant noodles
parents working, end up me alone at home most of the time
so is either i just take lunch or dinner for the day..
even one of the day.. i only realised i havent fill up wif food not until 9pm..
crazy break ...

officially 1 month to exam.. nervous for my revision..
coz dun think i understand most of the units..
n getting worried for my next sem for left out alone frm the gang alone in campus..
hmmm....
.....