Thursday, March 31, 2011

wounds heal??

i doubt wounds heal... like fully heal??
it might take time for wounds to heal but to recovering fully without scars??
i doubt the scars will not stay... it will still remain there..
and give us nightmares or even bad memory for what had happened
or even reminding us always what did happened..


coz i still teared like nobody's business sitting in library typing family related issue email to a adult family member of mine..
how ridiculous can i be..
i tried holding the tears.. but it just rolled as i was typing..
but i really thought its time for me to express it to some1 ade.. not holding it too long
not to myself alone.. its hard being holding bck so long.. vv torturing..


signing off... hopefully i'll blog more often thou.. its been so long..