kuli week..

well i purposely took a week of frm part time
to help parents..
what to do... dad take in so many orders for the week
and its my decision to take a week off... mayb a way to get rid of my part time sien-ness

today it suppose to be a family gathering kinda event for every chinese
but sigh.. again.. spending it with lotsa people with us serving them
i'm getting used to it ... it used to be suffering event few years ago
and again .. turn out so many sibling i had.. only left me bother to help
sigh~ sometimes feel like bombard them .. but some how i;m d youngest
cant do that... their choice.. but seeing only my parents working
day n nite.. no 1 bother to help out a bit .. its crazy...
even a tiny handy hand would lift their shoulder bit lighter
n yet i no longer like event days .. coz its becoming a same usual day
no special reason for me to celebrate since i'm always tangle up to help them

haiz... x'mas gone, new year gone, summer break gone....

people start thinking what had u done for the year
recall them... n it will freak u out.. how much time wasted without doing any meaningful stuff
and how the time flies like shooting stars..
we nvr appreaciate untill we loose it ..

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signing off~

everyday is a new challenge???

well i dont see that now
so far..
as every whats in d list of to-do remains the same daily
even started part-time.. the list goes on and on with the same old routine
BOREDOM
we call it..
so how can the challenge of everyday be such a way?!

maybe its d spices in every1's life is differ from one to another
thats why there's something call "spiced up your life"!!!
trying to be lame here""
well.. the spice i've been using so many years really did some boredom out of it some times
i would said most of the time..
people come and go
there's only few left to be the worthy ones n yet still keeping
without turning away from
>those who stay no matter how long since we knew each another
without connecting frequently
>those who even know what each other thinking with a flick of eye
>those who think of you even they're with their love ones
>....... the list goes on & on ...
and these are meant to be kept forever..

after so long...

its been almost 2 months i din blog...

update on studies.. due to not revising properly n hardworking enuf

tada! i failed 2 units!! GG..T.T

i was shocked enuf when i received the sms result

n rite after tat sm called n told about hers as well.. then we start talking in phone

thinking ways for her to talk to her parents..

mine? well, i end up tearing while dinner as i'm telling them about it

so hence, dad no chance to pull my head off or mumble/scold me tat time

but i did felt guilty for failing 2 but not pass all..

tis failing 2 units also means tat i gotto extend my studies for another half a year

tada~! graduation will be half a year later than expected

holiday so far was .. erm.. oh .. how would i said..

boring? well... not really till i'm in part time nw..

darn bored sitting in office alone most of the time..

scanning... walk up n down... scanning...

n ya... blogging like nw.. but yet i'm in office "working"

but at d same time i feel like quiting so tat i can hang out wif my frens

which we had alot to catch up.. especially those who's came bck n leaving again..

but for those catch up i need also xtra pocket money whereby i need to earn nw..

life~

more to be updated ...

singing off...