heat wave

damn hot and warm and humid over here in the states

i never knew how would a 40degree or 100F will felt like till i arrived here

but the heat never stop us from getting to work

its like every pores on the skin has the sweat flowing out

without even noticing it, we are all wet.

even though its hot~ we still went to colbie cailat concert in BG

and she was awesome!!!!

so pretty and she sound so good...

even on a hot warm evening, her performance was great

no complains,

how i wished i can make it for another performance tomorrow,

too bad, have to get the ass to work, work=$$$

its all i need for the whole trip!!! work work work!!!

signing off~~~~

孤单.....

内心的我感到非常孤单....

又再一次感到心疼....

soul mate??

was chilling in the room

like any usual night.. since night here seems bored

and always stuck in the room....

no interesting activities other than tv shows

and tada.. its time for 'Sex and the City' series

and its carrie bradshaw 35th bday story

and damn .. what she was like saying is so related i felt

i felt like her for that moment...

is it that hard to just get someone special to wish you

happy bday or maybe someone who truly loved you spend the day with you

or is that hard to get a soul mate getting to be your side??

and as the people grow, things are getting worst, it's getting harder to achieve it

pretty sensitive throughout the whole series its as if what is happening with me...

just for thoughts .. nothing biggy..

never change...

well well.. every1 around me is just all lovey dovey..

how torturing can that be!? its like every1 has some1 to talk to

and i'm always alone staring at the blank lappy thinking what to do..

sigh sigh sigh..

single do sucks sometimes...

any ways .. guy's lies is always lies...

no matter how real they told u so, its never the truth when u even doubt at the very beginning

off*

people and places

people and places...

well people and places make a lot of differences

dealing with different people make people headache

sigh.. different interest makes more troubles...

hard to decide and to tolerate each another...

4th of July

its independence day over here in US

but we only visited the outlet mall ..

suppose to drop by Busch Garden for fireworks show

but the weather failed on us.. HAVING THUNDER STORM on THE day is an epic failure

but we manage to get ourselves the black shoes needed for work at a best deal.

50% off on the second pair and its Skechers.. Damn.. turn both we and Jean just paid $31 for a black pair of Skechers.. quite a deal...

and we walk into most of the branded outlet.. DAMN TEMPTING!!

but i'm still holding my gear.. no work no pay yet.. so have to hold it up 1st

the most crowded mall is still belonged to Coach.. long queue to get into the store..

well.. the journey is on the way.. all along the way...

more interesting places and things to check out..

and people too.. met few really friendly ones...

have a great day ahead every1...

*off*

I'm Here!!

I'm here i'm here i'm here...

wonderful, i'm so here in USA....

unbelievable!!!

time flies

man.. its only 4 more days to be on my way leaving for another 4 more months

yet... getting real excited and disappointed at the same time

knowing that u're leaving a place where u get all ur comfort all these years

so many hours away and so many miles away

i'll miss home so much, with family and frenz around..

well well.. its time to get expose to the great big world out there

and this might just be a baby step from other great steps to yet to be undergone

so bring it on~~~~~

CHEERS PEOPLE

ITS DONE!!!

OMG ...

ITS DONE!!!!

BRING THINGS ON BABE!!

Oh no~~~

Guess what???
i think i might be gonna really miss home in another 3 weeks time**
i'm so gonna miss every1 bck at home..
my bed also, since exam period i hardly spend time at home, and in bed...
Missing already eventhough havent leave home yet....

S-L-A-C-K-ing

damn it... i'm slacking like no1's business..

and yet 3 more to run!!!

yet it near to each another for the last 2!!

damn it!! GET TO WORK!!!

失败！！failure epic once again..

我又默默在一旁落泪了......

再次不知因为什么落泪....

felt so sorry being myself again...

sigh....

I found him!!!

Omg!!! My dearest had been found!!!
Now the worrying part.. Does he still recognise us???
is the adopter willing to give him up and return him bck to us???
worrying yet excited..

STRESSED!!!

......

...

....

so many things happening at the same time..

i wonder it is a bad thing or what...

i hope i can just run things through smoothly...

....

worried

getting worried...

very worried...

knowing the fact tat my results is not getting me any further from where i am now..

and preparing final finals ... even harder ...

with the current performance and progression...

worst...

sigh....

missing u

i miss you..

dunno since when...

i missed not having time with you...

........

Last lazying sunday

GAMBATEH!!!

i promise myself today is my last chillax sunday!!!

BACK to SERIOUS mode!!!

FINALS SOON!!

AND MY LAST SEM!!

time flies.....

randomness...

Oh MY!! Cherries during summer.. how can i not get excited~~~

and cheer up for a moment due to stress attack.. ~.~

wounds heal??

i doubt wounds heal... like fully heal??
it might take time for wounds to heal but to recovering fully without scars??
i doubt the scars will not stay... it will still remain there..
and give us nightmares or even bad memory for what had happened
or even reminding us always what did happened..


coz i still teared like nobody's business sitting in library typing family related issue email to a adult family member of mine..
how ridiculous can i be..
i tried holding the tears.. but it just rolled as i was typing..
but i really thought its time for me to express it to some1 ade.. not holding it too long
not to myself alone.. its hard being holding bck so long.. vv torturing..


signing off... hopefully i'll blog more often thou.. its been so long..

valentine's day

how does the bouquet of roses felt in the arms...
i've been wondering since i knw what's roses are meant for...
but havent yet got the chance to hold on the bouquet just yet..

WOW

wow wow wow..
its been 4 months i last updated my blog..
well.. pretty much has happened n yet i din felt like blogging it..
perhaps.. its either i;m too lazy or those happenings are not meant to be kept as memories to refer bck..

of coz there's been up n down in these 4 months time.. but well..
tomorrow will always be a better day..

so soon 2010 is finally n officially over...
n just in 1 month time.. cny is here, n yet i felt like i just past christmas and new year like last week..
geez.. time flies so fast.. but yet b4 2011 .. i really did most of my to-do-list
but still there's some which is still remain undone n yet appearing in my 2011 list
well.. 2011 i i hope it will be a good year ahead... as i just past 7 days of 2011..
let me at least just finish my 1st degree off.. n i'll b a happy kid with no regrets yet..
but hmm.. my results being so suck'y made me so worried every moment a new sem begins and end of the sem..

signing off wif worries~~~