shopaholic

GG!!!! i feel i'm a step nearer to the shopaholic symptom
its most likely that whenever i go out walking in malls
i end up buying stuff bck!!!
dun matter isit shoes, bags, clothes....
NO~ i'm spending without we earning it..
it more to all my savings~
No .... i still have trips to come...means extra$$$$..

n HURRAY!!!! my uni ball is in 2 weeks time~
wee~~~~ excited~ yet worrying for wat to wear~ =.=

problemo...

who said falling in love is a 2 way street thingy????
how come i only see a one way street here???
can chemistry react on one element by itself???
without involving another element???

something tat really crush ur heart n soul
can ur 6th sense really worked???
like really does it really tell u wat it is telling???
felt it but don't see things coming in its way...

new discovery

went tru some of my fren photos in fb..
discover tis new place that I MUST VISIT in future
the santorini island!!!!!
and tis let me realised that i have so many places to visit..
tis mean i need to work harder to travel to places that i like..

plus i saw a luxury 1st birthday celebration last nite
do u remmebr wat ur parents did for ur first bday???
coz tis function my dad did, the parents have buffet (as usual)
then the fun part come..
the parents hired tis airfilled slides tat u usually find it in indoor shopping mall
where kids have to pay so entrance fee to hop on d airfilled mattressy n slide down frm it
ya in front of their neighbor house .. then i was like "wow" already
din knw the best part coming up!!! a PONEY!!! YA! a poney to ride on!!
every kid tat came to the party get to ride on the poney..
omg so lucky kid!!! n a clown!!! n magic show!!! n presents!!!
OH YA DID I MENTION!!! HIS DAD GOT HIM A MINI EVEN!!!
hell yea!!! a MINI.. those toy car tat he can sit in~!!
n the biggest deal! HE IS JUST 1year old!!!

emo kids is back

well well well..
i'm bck .. with more emo'ness i guess.. hahaha

topic for the day!!!!

feelings

well.. when u hurt some1's feeling especially ur love ones..
its hard to seek it bck.. and the also the trust ..
its hard to gain it back..
haiz.. just be reasonable when u're hurting some1..
and it just as hard as it can be.. seeing 2 people u knw breaking up..
heart sick... n knowing too much seriously kill..

some information is meant to keep it to urself..
n u always have reason keeping it..
well .. not everything go according to plan..
tis happens to me.. i din wan my dad to knw my result so soon
but yet.. he open my letter frm uni..
n yet have to tell him d truth..
N TADA! kena bombarded.. and at the same time.. he din talk to me since then..
for 3 days so far.. i knew he would be damn disapointed .. tats y i chose
not to tell him so soon..mana tau.. as expected.. he was damn disapointed ..
nvr in me i see him so dispointed on me.. on me ..
i saw him got disapointed on the "issue" but not on me b4..
he even warned me to do my best last sem..
well .. its too late to say or even do anything for now..
just let time do its work...


signing off~

stress stress stressed~

exam period..
staying in uni till 10.30pm every alternative day~
*yaya 360 change*
since its my 1st time going study in uni in my 3 yrs of uni..
hopefully tis helped to get me ready for finals~

effect????
running nose ...
and vitamin C shud be the next thing to consume other than coffee now~
knowledge for finals???
non~


btw free coffee helps~ ^.^

gg~
*finger crossed*

signing off
*breaking while trying to study*

naughty~

well well..
in the middle of my assignment progression
n yet i wanto come to kacau my blog.
y???
BCOZ i'm having this bad habit of mine~
my assgn just need editing and i am done~
but instead.. i cant get into work of edit~
and wondering up n down at home..
walking in and out, clicking here n ther in website
but not reading the essay and giving it a conclusion~
what the heck am i~
grr....

btw the essay is all cut and paste .. gg'ed
n finals in 3 weeks time! n yet assgns is just bout to due!
HOW THE WORLD I CAN MANAGE TO STUDY FOR FINALS
IN TIME!!!!!

cheer eep~..

butterfly fly away~ by miley cyrus

You tuck me in,
Turn out the light
kept me safe and sound at night
little girls depend on things like that

Brush my teeth and comp my hair
had to drive me everywhere
you were always there when I looked back

You had to do it all alone
Make a living, make a home
Must have been as hard as it could be

And when I couldn't sleep at night
Scare things wouldn't turn out right
you would hold my hand and sing to me

Caterpillar in the tree, how you wonder who you'll be
can't go far but you can always dream
Wish you may and wish you might
don't you worry hold on tight.
I promise you there will come a day
Butterfly Fly Away
Butterfly Fly Away (butterfly fly away)

Flap your wing now you cant stay
Take those dreams and make them all come true
Butterfly Fly Away (butterfly fly away)
We been waiting for this day
All along and know just what to do

battery gone flat

battery really gone flat.. real flat..
it cant last me till finals..
everyday seems like 24 hours of staying up without any sleep
every morning dont feel like waking up..
n feel like sleeping right after waking up~
even if i've got my 8 hours of sleep on average everyday..
gg....!!! how weak has my body turn into~!!
REASON: LAZY!!! NO EXERCISE!!!
ouch~

alone?

well... its means alot when u really need attentions
and people cares about you...
ups n downs ..
its very lonely to not have people around
knowing what's happening... talk to..
speak your heart out when u needed..
i feel LONELY...

emo~

cheers

wakey wake!!

ITS TIME!!!
yup yup finals timetable 's out n hell ya
better start studying???
crap thing is ... assgn is just starting to due one by one
and hell ya i am good in procrastinating!!
i did my IBF assgn a day b4 due date
n manage to get to bed even just 50% done
n cont on the d morning of due date!!!
damn MZ plz dun mess with ur studies!!!
hahahha ...

plus on d weekend b4 i went to singapore.. for 3 days
left on saturday morning and skip my monday class
=.= ya with no regrets
bad right!!
OMG~

i'm so not responsible to be an uni student!!!!

well.. better keep myself work on my next 2 assgn
since their due date on d same week...
cant afford to last minute work.. n hell ya better keep myself aware
with the FINALS~ study for it very well~
i dun wanna flung another unit for my next entire semesters ade!!!

off peeps...
and happy mama day~
cheers~*

sunshine over the clouds

its been a hectic day today...
class frm9-12 then 5-6.30pm
hell ya 5 hours break in between class..
what to do .. its a replacement class and it's important topic
geez.... sure 5 hours is a restless process...
1st 2 hours spend in comp lab.. then took half an hour lunch break..
then went to library..
thought of submerging into novel available in library
but too bad... the novel sux!! i read like 30 pages n felt like sleeping..
study .. i even thought little black book novels are good..
wrong decision..
then i skip going to read my assgn question in detail
then head towards my lec slides..
wow.. wat a day ha.. MZ reading in library...
seriously what a day..
nvr i spent so much time in reading~ in a library...
then i thought it would be a exhausted and frustrating day
well well.. thanx to daniel's wonderful idea of
"its pink day" tat means baskin robbin wednesday deal!!
yea...
after 6.30 pm lec.. jean took d initiative to drive to sunway pyramid
n mean while meet up with one of her frenz which nvr since a long time..
well seriously the ice cream did a wonderful job in cheering our day
it was nvr as unhappy as i would think it would be..
ice cream rox!!!! nice fren to meet as well.. vv outgoing n friendly
looking forward to knw her more in future..

cheer~
signing off~

tiPsY~

joshua's plan to get me tipsy worked last nite~ luckily no hangovers...
but i did have rashes at my bck.. damn itchy
had more fun when i'm tipsy..
and so happen it is so last minute even..
got ready in like 20 minutes and left home..

at least some event going for my break so far
but not in a healthy way
at least i got just tipsy .. not drunk


cheers people...

food for thoughts...

well.. having my weekend in home town for chengming
where most relatives try their vv best to make themselves present for this day of the yr
every yr.. plus its on monday but every1 did made their effort to be ther..

food for thoughts:
u were quarreling and the person dun intend to make u angry but trying to ask u for a favor
n you bomb out ur anger bring bck yrs ago story which shud be left behind
and you brought it bck
end of the quarrel u say it loud to others saying" haiya dont bother to fight or quarrel with uneducated person" real loud to indicate to the person u referring to uneducated..
well... n there you are the person who is well educated n even well posted in a company
the one who say it out loud .. does tat just made u an uneducated1???

why does human always tend to think all negatively where there's always possibility !!
and sincere these days have been corrupted...
wake up!!!

the story behind my 21st

now i gonna talk bout my 21st bday
wel.. i did a vv last minute decision to throw a bbq party at home
without friends..
ya without any friends not even close 1 ..
only family members .. not even all the Lee's but mostly Chin's
and close Lee's members..
ther's a reason behind tis bbq party

but on tat weekend itself i kept myself busy..
afraid tat i might just end up celebrating to myself alone
so i decided to take the offer for working part-time on saturday
for cousin sis's data company.. collecting raw data from public as demographic
for the requested project...
in tesco, kota damansara...
me n viny work in the registration part.. met some interesting people~
nice friendly.. nice talking people.. made me enjoy my bday eve..

then later my cousin planned to bring me out at nite to countdown~
in picca or mist.. but end up we go mamak n they sang bday song in mamak
ya for my 21st~

hahhah.. ya my 21st eve goes like tat~
then the story behind my decision to do bbq
was ... so tat my bday nite i'm occupied as welll..
frm being a loner at home watch tv on her 21st bday..
i decided to have a bbq even i dun really into one at 1st..
so decided to just asked family members
since most close frenz arent around in kepong
and like yuki;s mum celebrate d same bday as mine..
so she cant make it as well... so instead of just invite one or two
its better just skip inviting frenz..
i;ll definitely get a well bday party celebration with my frenz soon
in my coming bdays~

lol
felt kinda miserable some how..
the way things turns out..
at least my secondary gang did throw out a 147th party
celebrating 7 of our 21st bday together..
we shud do more celebration like tat...

but the happiest part ... i get the cake i want~ yum~
cheers people..
and welcome to the world of adulthood???
hahah
since it 21 and like jo said.. legal age to do watever in wherever
XD

cheers..
signing off

frenz come and go???

haiz.. the title just cross my mind..
i do have frenz of full quality instead a whole lot quantity of frenz
tats y true fren wont just come and go....
no matter how far or how long we din meet up or contact...
we still had our friendship on~
cheers my frenz~

today.. i was pretty d loner wondering around the uni ... going for classes...
kinda emo for some momentz.. thinking how saddening situation i was in


will update my bday weekend happening soon..
just not today~..

signing off~

Late nite....

I was sleepy an hour ago..
but after get into bed... I couldnt sleep..
d comp was off.. so decided to blog tru my hp..
today was a madness of waiting and dealing with bunch of lazy 'pork chop'
the whole afternoon... gov'nt department really spoil my whole afternoon..
but lucky thing later at nite.. things had cheer me up bit..
dinner with SIL's bro n later supper wif py n kw at lookout point in ampang...
not to forget her parents too..
n in such coincident bump into wif jaii on d lookout spot..
nice scene n breeze to enjoy in a hot weather season...

class starts soon n excited?? NOT!!
at least not nw yet... hopefully it will get excited...

yawn.. i guess all these hp typing got me bck to sleeping mode again...

ciaoz...
signing off...

CNY

well well... cny is here and for soon gone for good..
then every1 will get into serious business..
cny tis yr for me not much of feel
maybe because the way how most people modernized the celebration
stayed in house most the weeks so far tru half way of cny..
another 1 more week for cny to last..
then my class will start...
WEe^.^ ????
dunno yet.. coz everytime i get excited to meet newbie in uni.. but sadly
nvr happen so far for every reopen sems..
hopefully i can regain my concentration on my studies
to gain bck on track..
after those failing units.. i lost my confidence
i no longer believes on my own ability..
hopefully everythings goes well for the rest of the yr.. till i successfully graduate

i've been a homey girl lately.. hopefully my social skills dun fate off
since every1 had left to melb.. i'm more to alone in uni this coming sem..
mayb this will made me into more studious type on student..

one thing bout me .. i tend to forget sad n unhappy moment after a nite sleep
but get vv emo at the moment of sad and mad.. thought of blogging bout
what sad or mad happened recently but turn out i dunno what to start..
hehehhe.. so hopefully tis last for long for good..

and damn times flies.. in 2 weeks time mua turning 21yrs old..
dang.. but too bad .. no fancy parties i guess.. since not much friends are around at this moment..
but secondary bff had thrown a wonderful, memorable bday party for all for 21st together..
its gonna b a memorable 1 ...

cheers every1
signing off~

breaking free

yup yup ..
i've been so free at home ever since i quite the part time job
free till i get tire just watching tv n snooze off whenever i want
ngek ngek~
but this feeling is good... but i think i need some work out session
i need to string my tennis racket and get my lazy ass to work
YUP!!! MUST DO in my list for tomorrow
hopefully it worked out..

watched 2012 and GI Joe this 2 days..
its a gret movie to watch..
next in the to watch list:
Avatar, Sherlock Holmes ... what else... hmm.. forget for now

lately its funny, i'm lost track with my buddies..
no matter is my secondary, college or even uni buddies..
normally i take the initiative to get to know what happening to them
every now and then, i just think of them but never contact them
yyyyy
well... a loner-to-be sign???
geez.. maybe its also because of my lame handphone
stupid irritating keypad just get my nerves on whenever i'm sms'ing
and frens in msn or fb.. just not tat active anymore compare to last time

sigh... time flies and half of my summer break is gone.. better be smart in planning time..

signing off..

2010 1st'

first blog for the year..
new year new resolution
which is not to have 1??
hahahha.. heard that from so many around me..
i've got myself a new hairstyle for the year i guess..

this year hopefully everything goes well ..
i mean everything if possible..
especially my studies... n hopefully have fun while i'm at it
rock on 2010...