blunt~...

the unbreakable faith
faith is always faith
but its also depends on the hard work behind them
pretty disappointed on myself recently
on most of my happenings
which i might can change d result

looking how enjoying my frens r having fun while studying
while having their greatest experience at tis moment in their life
pretty envy n felt self depression
but i chose my path with my own determination..
which result in lack of it ...
ended up looking at other frens enjoying in other part of d world
different from mine
but i also always compensate myself
by the thought of there's always chance
but every1 knws time nvr stop n wait

who ask myself not to work harder
but d attitude i having is killing all d chances
i dun 1 end up regretting later in my life
when i dun get to do stuffs like now
i aint utilizing my teens well enuf..
ther's tons of regrets as i'm only start moving in growing up
T.T

but always believe ther's rainbow after the rain
cheers...

*signing off~*

down again'

yup yup..
feeling down again..
emo'ly down again..
recently me just felt alone
especially when u're down ...
n u just dun wanto find them to talk about
but frust over it all alone
or its either they have no time for u
or even unaware of it...
LONER
will i survive as a loner??!!
i bet i can.. mayb not survive but used to it
hhhahhah...

aint feeling good these few days...
add to d emo'ness i get
n d ups n downs
gettting to knw people who i normally hang out wif in uni
applying for exchange next sem..
making me more into miserable
knowin tat i cant join them..
n b alone here next sem... sobs..

signing off~
LONER talking into space...

here goes my break

hmm hmm...
my redang trip went well..
n had much great fun there
n looking forward for another trip there..
n yes.. i miss d beach.. sea .. n every beautiful moments ther
ouch... tis reminds me more ...
nice sun n beaches..
whoever havent been ther..
try tat place.. really good place to rewind urself
n the climax of my break..
.......................
start on new sem today.. another sem again
hhhahaha .. lucky thing i din flung any of my sem3 sub..
tis time i applied for sms notification
SCARY
is d word to describe the feeling
as on tat day itself i had a cousin outing ..
we went movies n met up wif cousin bros of us for dinner..
it was a busy day yet occupied day
but going nuts when the time near evening
where the results usually get out hot from the oven..
i din even get my nerves on to read it myself.. but my cousins did it
n almost freaked me out..
but turn out 2P 2C
comment?? no comment...
but just .. i could done it better
well its d word i would say everytime after d exams.. hahaha
others did quite well... not quite but real good..
good job...
new sem new challenge..
all d best every1 ..
cheers....
~off~

excited

excited!!!
yup yup.. 3 more days n i'm in d island of redang
hopefully it will a relaxing n fun trip
finals over but left few weeks of break
then bck to reality of being a student..
start of new sem..
new sem .. new struggle.. copping wif new subjects
n after 3 months .. FINALS again..
sigh..
life ...

but of coz.. utilized my break for now..
give myself a break
enjoy my moment of relaxation..
cheers people..

signing off..