another weekend

yet another weekend had past
and this was a long 1..
with raya break, this weekend became a 4 days off
then study for another 3 more days.. then my mid-sem break
so called mid sem break but it suppose to be a start to study for finals off
it was basically a really long nite out for d past few days
especially wif my cousins..
we hang out till late almost every alternate nite since friday
but at least i'm consider half occupied throughout the weekend
it depressing for myself to not to think about being alone on weekends unplanned
sad.... n mood spoiler...

i deeply missed d beach vv much ..
unforgettable relax and unwind feelings
d sun, beach, breeze of ocean...
really a great getaway place to be...
any beach will just give d same soothing feeling..
i'm sure a beach lover...
whenever i'm bored or tensed.. beach is d place popped out in mind..

lately sis was conquering d comp for d whole day
i din even get the chance to even on9 like i usually does
i even have to chat half way n cut off my msn conversation without saying bye
n sis just log off n do her stuff...
shud be time for a personal lappy ..
muahahah.. persuation time

recently found out tat people think of me as a hard cold ice block
for their first impression... its like they have to break the ice
to get me talk to them.. so they rather not ...
am i so?! n then only they might say tat i;m outgoing after knowing me
well i guess never judge frm wat it looks like then...
after knowing people frm diffferent background
i really think tat i;m too hard for a gal
its in d sense tat strong hard kinda..
i will ten to think that girls who rely on guys only r useless
n guys shud be ashame of themselve for not knowing stuffs that i know
which suppose to be in a guy's shoes, they shud knw
n i try to not seek help from guys if i;m capable of completing d task
n mayb tats also one of the reason y no guys approaches me
i'm affraid tat my hard side kills me more than anything else...


off*